Just a quick post to say I arrived safely (though a bit stoned --> Ativan) in Florida last night. AND IT'S RAINING HERE! HAHAHAHAHAHAH! It's not a depressing rain, though. I've been busy cleaning up Mom's condo. It hasn't been occupied in over two years, so you can imagine the dust. Cough.
I feel really depressed and out of sorts, but I know it's just my own anxiety trying to bring me down. I'll be better in a couple of days, once Mom and I get everything sorted out. I slept until 3 p.m. (Eastern), which makes me feel like shit, but I think I really needed it; I didn't get a lot of sleep while I was sick, or the night before we left or yesterday on the plane.
So I'm here. I almost forgot to pack my running shoes, can you believe it? OH! And the night before I left, my sister took me to Best Buy so I could buy a charger for my iPod and what did I see in the corner of the parking lot but Roadrunner Sports!!!! I had no idea there was one so close by! Now when I get back (and land a steady job), I can go and get fitted for proper running shoes.
I'll end this by saying flying still scares me, but it is no longer an impossible thing. I feel incredibly proud and empowered that I conquered my fear. If I can get on an airplane for the first time in almost 20 years, what can't I do? My next goal? Approach strangers and take their photograph.
I feel really depressed and out of sorts, but I know it's just my own anxiety trying to bring me down. I'll be better in a couple of days, once Mom and I get everything sorted out. I slept until 3 p.m. (Eastern), which makes me feel like shit, but I think I really needed it; I didn't get a lot of sleep while I was sick, or the night before we left or yesterday on the plane.
So I'm here. I almost forgot to pack my running shoes, can you believe it? OH! And the night before I left, my sister took me to Best Buy so I could buy a charger for my iPod and what did I see in the corner of the parking lot but Roadrunner Sports!!!! I had no idea there was one so close by! Now when I get back (and land a steady job), I can go and get fitted for proper running shoes.
I'll end this by saying flying still scares me, but it is no longer an impossible thing. I feel incredibly proud and empowered that I conquered my fear. If I can get on an airplane for the first time in almost 20 years, what can't I do? My next goal? Approach strangers and take their photograph.
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I'm glad you got there safely. Have a great time :)
I'm glad you arrived safely! And I'm very happy that you mastered your fear of flying. Well done!
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